This will be such a great lesson in about ten years, when I look back on it. What I am going through will have taught me so much. It will have taught me poise, grace and how to grin and bear it - yet again when I really don't want to. To be the bigger person - yet again. To believe in myself and my worth, what I am actually capable of and what I deserve. To not listen to the voice in my head that tells me I can't and I am not. I will be stronger, more mature. More - past it.
This will have taught me so much. Taught me that I actually can push through, yet again. That I really am brave enough to start, yet again. To take another shot at it when my heart was so tired I never in a million years thought I could do it.
This sure will be a great lesson. One that I will share freely, probably write about it right here, and in my book. I will share with you how much it taught me and it will be so great. Maybe it will help you get through a lesson you are learning too. But in ten years. Just not quite yet. Not today.
Today it is still hard and it sucks and I hate it. I do not feel strong or brave. So we will talk about it in ten years. Because by then this lesson will make sense. Love Xo.
Barbie Wharton is a writer, speaker, mompreneur and Bell’s Palsy survivor. Life is better together. And in the sun. Runs Wharton Event Management with her mom, sister and most unreal team ever. Events where dancers feel like they belong. Find her on Facebook, Instagram and Linked In Podcast Guests profile here